Nobody Knew; Nobody Cared
The top was me the summer before my life fell apart. The one beneath is current me. Worse for the wear after 25 years on drugs.
Nobody knew. Nobody cared. I was an unwilling drug addict. When I was young, I failed to fit in and “act normal” like everybody else. I did the socially respectable thing. I saw a shrink.
The shrink put me on an “almost miraculous” wonder drug. He knew it was because a 22-year-old pharma rep stacked like Barbie told him.
The drug kept me awake for 3 weeks. The entire time I took it. It made me loonier than Minnesota.
The medical experts blamed me—or my broken brain. When my parents suggested the pills might have caused my nuttiness the doctors insisted that they never had that effect on anyone. It was my fault for having that broken brain they unmasked.
The good doctors punished me for my drug reaction by coercing me to take a cocktail “for life.” Lots of drugs including the same category that triggered my madness.
I couldn’t have a career or marry or have a family. Mind altering drugs make it hard to do those things. They damaged my health in every way imaginable and then some.
After a quarter century I found the experts had deceived me and the world around me. I figured out how to taper off my cocktail. But real, permanent harm was done. Chronically ill with neurological damage for life.
Nobody knew. Nobody cared.
The experts lied to me. Doctors, therapists, marketers. I was young so I believed and obeyed them. I didn’t want to be insane.
They lied about me. The lies were told by experts. Rich with status in pretty white coats.
The experts’ drug addled; brain damaged victims were poor. They didn’t dress or present well. Therefore, nobody listened to them. It was all their fault for not taking their life saving medicine.
If the consumers would just shut up and take their medicine everything would be fine. If things weren’t fine the mentally ill consumer was always to blame. For not taking the medicine. Or not trying hard enough because the wonder pills still needed effort to work magic. (What the center’s therapists kept saying.)
The consumer’s medicine made them passive and withdrawn if taken “in the right amounts.” When it made them angry, irritable and aggressive that was the consumer’s fault. Blame its broken brain. Pill shaming not allowed. Shame mentally ill vermin instead.
Daily grand mal seizures are okay. Constant vomiting is okay. Needing dentures before 30 is okay. Weight doubling in a year is okay. Kidney failure is okay. Erratic heart beats are okay. Brain damage is okay. Destroyed human relationships are okay. Smashing all hope of any happiness is okay. Numbness and constant depression and suicidal thoughts are okay. Premature deaths for everyone “helped” are okay. Plenty more consumers where they came from.
Nobody knew. Nobody cared.
The experts lied about me. Rich with status in pretty white coats. Former friends embraced the lies they told.
While I struggled to think straight with the mind-altering drugs, they blamed me for noncompliance. They shunned me. All my fault for “not taking my medicine.” But I did. Religiously. Year after year.
Just like powdered sugar for diabetes. Just like nose candy bought off the streets. Nobody stood up for us in all those years. No one thought to question what the experts said in the churches I attended.
Learning would have required caring. Not just posing as kind and considerate by praising pills from the pulpit. Or holding NAMI* meetings in the basement.
Nobody knew. Nobody cared. Instead they trusted the experts. The experts bought yachts and summer mansions. With money earned from maiming and killing.
Without truth there can be no real love. Nobody knows because nobody cares.
Not till the Lie affects them.
*NAMI is a front for Big Pharma posing as an advocacy group for the “mentally ill.” They claim to oppose “stigma” while blaming all violent crimes on the group they are supposed to represent. Whether intentional or not they increase public distrust and dislike for those deemed mentally ill by the Expert class.
Nobody Knew; Nobody Cared
RE NICHOLS
MAY 19
RE: “Nobody cared. The (NAMI) experts lied about me. Rich with status in pretty white coats. Former friends embraced the lies they told. When I struggled to think straight with the mind-altering drugs, they blamed me for noncompliance. They shunned me. All my fault for “not taking my medicine.” But I did. Religiously. Year after year.
Rachael,
Christ Jesus, our wonderful loving Savior, eternally cares for the born-again members of His holy Body! Eugenic NAMI sorcerers are Satan’s white-coated wolves in sheep’s clothing. They diabolically come with their magical pharmaceutical pills to abort the digitally-marked souls of Socialism’s secured chattel. The following warnings in the Bible are given to Elohim’s obedient and faithful followers. Do you intimately know (i.e. in holy communion with) the LORD Jesus’ infinite love and daily trust in His miraculous healing/transforming touch that overcomes SIN’s deadly malignant sorceries?
Simon the Sorcerer
(Deuteronomy 18:9–12)
Prior to that time, a man named Simon had practiced sorcery in the city and astounded the people of Samaria. He claimed to be someone great, and all the people, from the least to the greatest, heeded his words and said, “This man is the divine power called the Great Power.” They paid close attention to him because he had astounded them for a long time with his sorcery. Acts 8:9
Now the rest of mankind who were not killed by these plagues still did not repent of the works of their hands. They did not stop worshiping demons and idols of gold, silver, bronze, stone, and wood, which cannot see or hear or walk. Furthermore, they did not repent of their murder, sorcery, sexual immorality, and theft. Revelation 9:20
The Doom of Babylon’s Socialistically-Secured UN Global Village:
Then a mighty angel picked up a stone the size of a great millstone and cast it into the sea, saying: “With such violence the great city of Babylon will be cast down, never to be seen again…For your merchants were the great ones of the earth, because all the nations were deceived by your sorcery.” And there was found in her the blood of prophets and saints, and of all who had been slain on the earth. Revelation 18:21-24
And the One seated on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” Then He said, “Write this down, for these words are faithful and true.” And He told me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I will give freely from the spring of the water of life. The one who overcomes will inherit all things, and I will be his God, and he will be My son. But to the cowardly and unbelieving and abominable and murderers and sexually immoral and sorcerers and idolaters and all liars, their place will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur. This is the second death.” Revelation 21:5-8
Then the angel said to me, “These words are faithful and true. The Lord, the God of the spirits of the prophets, has sent His angel to show His servants what must soon take place.”
“Behold, I am coming soon, and My reward is with Me, to give to each one according to what he has done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.” Blessed are those who wash their robes, so that they may have the right to the tree of life and may enter the city by its gates. But outside are the dogs, the sorcerers, the sexually immoral, the murderers, the idolaters, and everyone who loves and practices falsehood. “I, Jesus, have sent My angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, the bright Morning Star.” Revelation 22:6-17
Strong's Concordance—sorcery—5333. pharmakos
pharmakos: a poisoner, sorcerer, magician
Original Word: φάρμακος, οῦ, ὁ
Part of Speech: Noun, Masculine
Transliteration: pharmakos (pharmacies)
Phonetic Spelling: (far-mak-os')
Definition: a poisoner, sorcerer, magician
Usage: a magician, sorcerer.
HELPS Word-studies
Cognate: 5333 phármakos – properly, a sorcerer; used of people using drugs and "religious incantations" to drug people into living by their illusions – like having magical (supernatural) powers to manipulate God into giving them more temporal possessions.
It's truly an injustice that conventional medicine has reached the level of depravity that it has. Seems to me that the risks usually outweigh the benefits. I remember a lady once telling me that when you laugh the world laughs with you. But when you cry you cry alone. Rachael, in spite of your battles and troubles. I am truly glad that you surrendered your life to Jesus. I doubt you would have made it this far without Him. Glad too that you have learned that there are many natural products that we can take for various health issues that yield good results without the massive side effects. This guinnea pig game doctors and big pharma have been playing with people's lives have gone on for far too long. People must learn to search for and use alternative medicines and cut the cord from the pharma stuff. Even better is to not take that rat poison to begin with unless they feel there are no other options in my opinion.
As I posted on a YouTube channel recently. A Christian has better options for healing and we'll being than what we're usually. And I for one am more than willing to get healed by the hand of God. Or to pass on to glory. Both of those options in my opinion will yield better results than being stuck living with mental or physical diseases. Hang in there Rachael. It tells us in the bible to be not weary in well doing. For you shall reap if you faint not. Whatever you may lose hope in. Do your utmost to keep your faith and hope in God alive. As stated in the scriptures. He that endureth until the end shall saved. Finish the race of faith in God!